PAIN!!

I have nothing but joy in my heart,

Wait, who am I kidding? I have abundance...

An abundance of pain,

An abundance of nothing but excruciating pain.

I feel it in my head, I feel in my neck, I feel it down my spine

Heck! I feel it in my heart.

Yes I said my heart!

I will look you in the eye and let you know,

Let you know exactly how I feel.

For when I look at you I feel loved,

Love that gives me joy

But that is in my eyes,

For in my heart I feel pain.

Did I say it again? Hmmm

Yes I said my heart!

You hear from me and feel the flatness,

As flat as...was it a pancake?

You think I am destructed, at times you feel anguish

At times you question yourself, you feel you are inadequate.

It is true! You are!

How did that feel? Ha-ha

Now you feel the pang I bet.

I am a douche bag, right?

Welcome...I bet you know where

Yes, that is my heart!